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Monday, October 11, 2004 ( i never... @ Monday, October 11, 2004 ) i never meant for things to turn out this way it has been unfortunately unpleasant. and definitely a moment of trauma, that has inflicted much pain on the both of us even after so long while u are still bothered, im fearful. so fearful that i picture myself curling up into a ball in the shadiest corner i can find, the moment u enter my field of view. so much fear still lives in me. so much. the same for you i believe. indeed we have been traumitised so badly. i really cannot understand why. but we are both victims of our own doing. more like. victims of something you are not even sure of. victims of an excuse that you bear. why. i cannot comprehend. behold. this is one of the most profound events of my life. that will probably remain a mystery for at least another score. for a moment. a v.short one. i was almost ecstatic. that at least i still existed on your msn list. and if im lucky enuff.probably on your phonebook. but not only did heaven give me a sign. by having me lose something so dear to me as your photo. your number was too deleted. isnt it obvious enough. the heavens are giving me a sign. to get over and move on.yes i've gotten over. yes i've moved on. though with the hope of being friends again. i guess that now i've finally seen the light. that friends we may never be. and never will again. so i've deleted u from my msn list. hopefully. quickly. u'd disappear from my mind forever. u've etched a niche in my heart though. the wound has healed. the scar remains. just leave my mind. my memory. and may i leave yours too blithely. so that we will lead a normal life once more. it's been a long time since i last wrote a poem.this one's for you. i've always believed in destiny i've always believed in fate i've always believed that our stars had arranged for our date Those moments happened quickly they flashed before our eyes not long after we found happiness the darkness had to rise what happened seemed so tragic unfortunate and unforeseen but neither of us is to take the blame for it was a would-have-been till today we both do suffer from the trauma of the past i just hope that time will heal our wounds let the ashes turn to dust. everything was planned for not by you and not by me lets accept it and just move along for it was planned by Destiny. Ingenue-Inspired.Intrigued.Ineffable affection. 0 comments |