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Thursday, October 21, 2004
( inspiration. @ Thursday, October 21, 2004 )
today's prac sucked.lets not go into details.now im looking for a source of inspiration.youli's got her desmond(lim).shah's got mrs tan i guess.and me?no idea. im still doing some searching. i thought about having him as my inspiration.but maybe i'll be too distracted. so i thought hard.i can be my own inspiration.cos im gonna work hard for me and myself and i. no matter how hard i work, its still not hard enough. so i decided. im going to work hard for granny.yes.she's my source of inspiration.im going to work hard to achieve my dream of becoming a doctor, because it was granny who inspired me to have this reassurance in my dream.she was the one who fought on till the end even though pain and disease were taking her toll.she was the one who tolerated pain.setbacks.and all obstacles.she was the one with the strongest flame within, the raging fire, and who's candle lit for the longest time, flickered on and on without ceasing.grandma i love you.may you be blessed no matter where you are. my other source of inspiration is eleanor. a nanny and caregiver when i was young. a hard worker too.memories of her are vague.but i know that if i work hard enough, i'll be able to bring her here to live with me.she'll then be able to live a better life here without the suffering in philippines.the both of you have shown me what is love, and how to love unconditionally.im going to achieve my dream, and spread this love around, just like how you have both shown me to.i love you.
taufik was good in today's idol. but not as good as maia. who was hot. leandra was even better. maia,soso i guess.olinda showed her power.taufik was never up to my expectations i guess.so hopefully he'll get out and so will maia.ah.chrissypoo.lets forget about him yah.good,but not good enough.think michelle should go for this.will really support her all the way man.great voice.
Ingenue-Inspired.Intrigued.Ineffable affection.
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