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Monday, October 25, 2004 ( numb @ Monday, October 25, 2004 ) enough of all that sorrow. i want to go out right now for a drink.wanted to ask him to go out la. but dun wanna disturb him. he's really bz now sia.preparing for studies and his trip.so yeah.just me in my own world.im really drained.really so drained.physically, emotionally. and all that bingeing has caused so much discomfort in me. i feel like puking yet feel so painful.i really feel like studying out side right now cos staying at home cant make me focus. i just want to sleep through this helpless night. this night where my neurons have been desensitized more than its been depolarized. and best of all. im numb.totally numb.from head to toe.physical pain beats emotional pain.cos you can get over the physical pain, but the emotional one lasts a lifetime. i cant stop thinking about you.being with you has made me realised how lucky i am and made me rekindle the thoughts of yesterday.thanks dear.i just hope you'll help me stop the others from disturbing me. i hate all these irritating bugs. they're just so desperate. stop hinting here and there. im not the one for you so leave me alone.or i'll ignore you for the rest of my life. i dont know what i felt today. but i was really excited talking to her. seeing her eyes light up and her beautiful smile, just made me feel so loved and so warm. i turned so shy.forgive me.i dont know why.i just felt that way.and i accidentally mentioned my birthday.she said she'll remember it. happy. i was so happy. i dont really care about my birthday actually. but when she actually listened. i just turned ecstatic. all of a sudden. i felt myself fly.float.flit.a feeling of bliss and elevation.im not betraying you. i just feel happy seeing her.she's different.she's unique.and just like me.she's special.heh=) Ingenue-Inspired.Intrigued.Ineffable affection. 0 comments |