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Saturday, October 23, 2004
( the sweetest dream @ Saturday, October 23, 2004 )
[the sweetest dream]
after logging off last night with "goodnights" and "sweetdreams",i was in for a dream i pray i'll never forget.if only it will come true. hopefully its a prophetic dream.as some of my dreams have been part of my deja vus.
the scene: me and him met.we couldnt take our eyes off each other.we were shy yet fearful of each other's feelings, whether each party was ready to greet each other.yet at the same time, there was an element of great eagerness to say hi.
i was excited and i just had so much to say, so did he.and then before i could even say hi, he said "darling, lets go to..." some place i just cant remember.sounds alittle cheesy i know, but that was how it used to be. and i wanted to say how sorry i was for all that had happened. but when i said, " hey, im ..." , i just couldnt bring the words to my mouth. i just could not allow history to repeat itself, and i could not bear to waste this opportunity that i had, for i did not know how much time i could spend wif him.so he said "yes?" with those lovely eyes i can never forget. and i just turned dumbfounded. i said " nevermind". and he didnt bother asking more for all we wanted to do was to seize the moment to its fullest. then he hooked his arm around mine as we both walked off to have dinner wif my family. and as we walked..he said "darling, im really sorry about what happened..its all my fault...."and i couldnt take it anymore and said " im really sorry too, its not your fault, it was all mine" and we both knew that this feeling of repentance made our love stronger and more intense that it we felt that all these while of separation has made our feelings deeper.how absence had made the heart grow fonder, and that feeling made us decide, that we would never want anything to come between us again, no matter how big the differences were.
what a sweet dream. i could not help but wake up smiling to myself. even when thinking about it, my lips just turned into a smile. it was a beautiful picture that made my heart caramelise.if all goes well, let this be the epitome of what will happen in the near future.
may you be blessed and watched over no matter where u are,
lots of love,
-to you always.
Ingenue-Inspired.Intrigued.Ineffable affection.
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