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Monday, February 07, 2005

( cool water @ Monday, February 07, 2005 )

the skies are grey..dark clouds have yet to go away...and im looking forward to a sunny day.. soon the darkness will be over, brighter days will shine through..only if we do our part, together , me and you(ironically)...but did he?i realised that he put himself before anyone and anithing else..that was how it was since the beginning..it was this accurate during the fortune telling session..well..shouldnt be thinking so much..but just woke up this morning with a fever,the flu, cough, and a broken heart once more. ouch.haha..the medicine made me drowsy and i just kept sleeping even though i had so much to do for the chinese new year..geez..was so lethargic at work today i never felt it before. and it was so funny because i met my neighbour nicholas who just got back from London, and he was asking me what i was doing eating sweets and greeting passengers..whoops..notti me.. was bz snackin on the irresistable oatmeal raisin..yummmiee...
hmm..should i get a haircut? im really keen to do so..but after keeping it for so long..grr...should i? or should i not?haha..i keep thinking yibing's my twin..so tempted to get a haircut cos of her too..hee..

the reason- we can always find a reason, or an excuse, to cover up from something we try to escape from. that is a truth, that we have to admit. and thats the exact fault i see in myself, as i do see it in him. he does run away from things, and yes, i believe, he was using that as a reason to convince himself more than anione else, for he failed to see the main reason lying behind the obstacle. i guess its because he thinks he knoes it all, and probably, he hasnt experienced the true idea of love. as to why anyone can fall for someone, and to be able to love the person beyond his or her exterior. its not his fault. its nobody's fault. all he needs is time, and he will learn. im glad i've learnt.

+fixing a broken heart+



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