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Wednesday, February 02, 2005

( early! @ Wednesday, February 02, 2005 )

amazing!today i was home around 11.50pm. the earliest i've ever been home. wow.haha.well, i thot i had gotten over him, until i saw a white skyline dashing past me, just as my hopes were dashed. sorry for the pun. but there. its not that easy to forget someone you love.
once again, im snacking while blogging here, even though its my third post for the day, and its past midnight, and im snacking. gotta shape up for the new year though!heck.haha
today's job was funny. my first time working with azura and she wasnt that bad, in fact, it was fun! she was funny too, poor her and her runny nose, and at one point she made a noise like "urghhh" because a passenger was so unreasonable, and just happened a passenger whom i greeted heard her, and he gave a shocked expression. hahahaha..it was so funny, and he kept turning back because he thought i was laughing at him. geez. somebody stop me. oh well, i laugh at serious things, while people laugh at silly things. aint that good. sometimes its not so good to be serious all the time huh.oh well.

í saw mamat today. was freaked out.he kept calling me even though he knew i was with passengers.and asked me why i was avoiding him.wasnt it made clear enough.if only you were there to help me, or even if you knew what im doing just for you...
guess that after tonight, im free to do what i want..in fact, from this very moment, im free to go clubbing and all!yeahoo!but still, i wish i could be there with you, even if it was to protect you from that old gay.god.help me.

was just reading the road less travelled earlier.
an excerpt : Problems and Pain
Life is difficult.
This is a great truth, one of the greatest truths. it is a great truth because once we truly see this truth, we transcend it. once we truly know that life is difficult, once we truly understand and accept it, then life is no longer difficult. because once it is accepted, the fact that life is difficult no longer matters.
Most do not fully see this truth that life is diffcult. instead they moan more or less incessantly, noisily or subtly, about the enormity of theirproblems, their burdens, and their difficulties as if life were generally easy, as if life SHÖULD be easy. .....................What makes life diffcult is that the process of confronting and solving problems is a painful one. problems , depending on their nature,evoke in us frustration or grief or sadness or loneliness or guilt or regret or anger or fear or anxiety or anguish or despair. these are often uncomfortable feelings, often very uncomfortable , often as painful as any kind of physical pain, sometimes equaling the very worst kind of physical pain. indeed, it is BECAUSE of the pain that events or conflicts engender in us all that we call them problems. and since life poses and endless series of problems, life is always difficult and is full of pain as well as joy .

that is why..im happy.
Ingenue-Inspired.Intrigued.Ineffable affection.



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