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Sunday, April 03, 2005 ( nostalgia @ Sunday, April 03, 2005 ) somehow..im alittle boggled by confusion..my heart..is lost..i feel like givin up somehow..knowing the differences that exist between us..from location, to background differences..i know all of these will not matter to me until i've completed my varsity studies..but then again, alittle oxytocin is healthy rite?i know that something does exist between us despite all the language barriers..in fact the language barriers boost it even more..because body language then comes into place..and his charming white wide smile, really sweeps me off my feet. really. all i can remember of him is that red and blue checkered shirt he was wearing that day, and the day before, that yellow army shirt and khaki bermudas. his face, vague. but i can remember the white smile, that familiar and comfortable smile he gave which sometimes hides a mint chewing gum within. and last but not least.that rose tattoo, on the top of his left hand. couldnt make out his other tattoos. but the rose. it was definitely an eye catcher. heh.all i know is that seeing more of the world has allowed me to become more aware of the little people who exist. then at times, im able to detach myself from this mortal realm and see things from a more enlightened perspectives..yet at times, i prevent myself from lodging into that state. i have no camera only my eyes and mind to capture your pretty face and save some behind. but this memory of mine may not last for long in time to come the pictures may all go wrong and that's why it hurts so much to not be able to keep a gift if you intend even if it is cheap for i don't want to forget your eyes, your charming smile how i wish i didnn't have to leave that i could stay a lnger while no one can understand the joy your smile brings you're just someone special who can pull at my heartstrings i rarely ever get to feel such a strong connection with someone whom i barely know it's more than just attraction we've probably met each other before somewhere in our past life will we ever cross each other's path again? and be man and wife? it isn't any fantasy but a simple , sincere prayer may it be answered soon enough in the meanwhile, do take care Ingenue-Inspired.Intrigued.Ineffable affection. 0 comments |