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Saturday, May 21, 2005

( euphoria @ Saturday, May 21, 2005 )

he welcomed me in a pink shirt that he donned. greeted me with his altis, in which sitting next to him, i felt so comfortable immediately. the nightmare before christmas figurines sat on the top of the front of the car. and i couldnt resist just playing with them. he kept asking me to take them home as i pleased. i was so intrigued by everything i saw. the figurines, and the gremelin soft toy on the right front corner of the panel, as well as the mandarin and english songs playing.. everything just didnt seem to fit. him. and everything. they just didnt go. but they just made me smile. that he was totally a different person from whom i expected him to be.

after a movie, we were car-riding, before we finally headed down to the park for supper. i felt so at ease just spending time with him. time flew by so quickly cos i enjoyed every moment of it. by the time i reached home. it was 3 am. and he showed me the tolberone which he apparently couldnt bear to eat. and i .just couldnt bear to say goodbye

the night was still young to me, for once. i just felt so happy having his presence, and it gave me sweet dreams last night. when i woke up this morning. i knew i was getting myself into another hapless situation. because, i find myself falling in love with him.

i managed to steal a glance of him today. but exahaustion and fatigue sent me away. immediately i felt my heart crack. it was aching. it was sad to not be able to spend time with him again today. i dont know if i made the right decision. i hope i did. should i get myself out of this? or should i allow myself to sink deeper and deeper into what's in store for me? i hate him as much as i love him, and i love him as much as i hate him. im torn. with euphoria once more.




Ingenue-Inspired.Intrigued.Ineffable affection.



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