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Tuesday, February 27, 2007 ( i suppress. i confess. and i regress. @ Tuesday, February 27, 2007 ) i dont know what it means. all i know is that it felt like a pure rejection. or am i just thinking too much. maybe i shouldnt bother about these sorta stuff anymore. i see my direction in life. i feel that i should subside into the horizons of purity and seek nirvana. seek to find that enlightenment. suddenly, school doesnt matter anymore. suddenly, results dont matter at all. suddenly what matters is God and I. Suddenly, i am lost in this realm of confusion. Should i seek the path of enjoyment? or should i seek the path of pure love and silence.i will sit and meditate on this a while. i had given up a while back. but suddenly the feelings just pour back in. making me reach out to excitement. but yet, i dont dare to step back into the circles of lust and lingerment. the circles of games and excitement. the circles of adventure of bursting joy and joviality. but now, i guess i give up. even if i dont, i'll make myself give up for a while. and focus. focus on the God within, the God without, and the God I am. Allah is the name. Ingenue-Inspired.Intrigued.Ineffable affection. 0 comments |