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Saturday, December 20, 2008 ( guilty of love in the first degree @ Saturday, December 20, 2008 ) although my eye bags are weighing heavily right now...i think i gotta set my mind free for a little while. it was a night of mambo. a night packed like sardines and nuts. a night when the last time i had mamboed was a way way way long time ago. and a night when i felt high from lack of sleep rather than the high from alcohol. excited i was to see him. and when he did arrive, i suppressed that excitement and turned it into awkward fear. so it was a game of hide and seek. unintentional of course. and that joy and excitement in meeting him, turned into a night of piss. i dont know if he was pissed at me more or just pissed at the environment, or pissed at something that was going through his head. was it my fault? he wasnt clear about his intentions. he wasn't clear about everything. its not really my fault to begin with. all i knew is that i wanted to coax him and appease him . im probably adoring a spoilt brat. i guess i could say.im guilty of love in the first degree. Ingenue-Inspired.Intrigued.Ineffable affection. 0 comments |