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Love est mon religion.



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Wednesday, January 07, 2009

( counting my blessings @ Wednesday, January 07, 2009 )

i felt a sharp pain in the back of my head. it didnt last long. but now, theres a strange tingly sensation where the pain used to be. im not sure if its my imagination, but it still feels tingly throughout the day. making me scared to fall asleep, reluctant to wake up. i kind of wonder..what if i never wake up tomorrow? what if i wake up as someone who cannot remember who i am. what if..i am thinking too much? I hope i am. God is my doctor. :)

so the late nights have kept the flu germs back in my radius. feeling slightly feverish and the throat's a little sore. making dance practise tonight just 40%. i wasnt giving it my all. what's to do when you feel like you want to be somewhere else in the world but you worry that your loved ones wont be able to handle it without u around. Whats this baggage i carrY?i kinda want to be a vagabond. roam the earth. hideout in a mountain. drink water from the streams. praise the lord. and levitate into the sky. fly amongst the clouds. do a somersault or two. then float back where the deer are running in the pastures. pluck a few daffodils. and bask in God's bliss. I want to go back to where I belong. maybe i've spent too long on this earth. 22 human years. is that long? But this was a choice i made to come here. Earth. Humans. I have some things to do that are still undone. and i know it. but soon, i'll fulfil them.

i will learn to love with all my heart and soul. for love is the greatest thing in this world:)

Ingenue-Inspired.Intrigued.Ineffable affection.



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